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-It’s okay to not be okay-

That’s something I’ve been learning this month. I have spent a lot of time trying way too hard to be perfect. I’ve put a lot of pressure on myself to get everything right and say the right things. I’ve hated being vulnerable because I feel it shows the worst parts of me. But this month, the Lord has been teaching me to have more grace with myself. 

I have a really beautiful community that’s encouraging me to speak up and remind me that it’s okay to not always be right. My team loves me when I mess up, when I say the wrong thing, and when I don’t have the answer. Sharing the hard parts gives my team the space to love me well. It’s a sweet reflection of how Jesus loves.

This month in Chicago I have seen a beautiful and diverse city. There are so many different cultures and backgrounds. Everyone is unique and has different experiences. We spent time doing discipleship training with Park Community Church, working with South Asian Friendship Center, and working with World Relief. We learned some Indonesian, made connections in our Chicago neighborhoods, and got the opportunity to speak with immigrants and refugees. I learned to be more intentional in my interactions with people. I learned how to better appreciate other people’s experiences, backgrounds, and stories. 

My first month on the Race has been a formative time where the Lord blessed me with love and community. I met wonderful people and got to be part of some really cool ministries in the Chicago area. We are now in Wisconsin Dells ready to start month two! We have already had the opportunity of serving with the food pantry this week for Thanksgiving. I am incredibly grateful for the time I’ve spent on the World Race thus far and I know I’m exactly where God wants me to be! 

 

12 responses to “It’s Okay to Not Be Okay”

  1. What a great time of year to serve others! And although we miss you, we know you are right where you should be! Love you, Mom

  2. I love seeing your updated, Katy! So excited for you as God is opening up ministry opportunities for you, and so thankful you are right where God wants you.

  3. Katy I’m so glad to hear about your work and ministry efforts. I know it’s a reflection of your heart and soul. I appreciate your struggles and growth from such things. We miss you here and will be thinking of you a lot during the holiday season; thanks for spreading His love to the many broken and disenfranchised souls! Love you sweetness- Dad

  4. Katy, such a good thing to learn at your age. For some of us it took a lot longer.
    Blessings U Randy

  5. Katy,
    I love hearing about how you are growing. Never stop the thirst for personal growth and self-discovery. God wants to teach us everyday, we must simply pause and listen. I have learned that we spend way too much time trying to reach a destination when the beauty of life is in the journey. Enjoy!

    Uncle Bob

  6. So proud and happy for you Katy. God is stretching and growing you while you serve Him and others. It’s a beautiful thing. Thank you for sharing your heart and being vulnerable. It’s not an easy way to be. Happy Thanksgiving!

  7. Hi Katy, I love that you share your story of what God is teaching you! We never get to where he stops showing us how we can serve him better. I loved hearing about
    your ministry In Chicago & praying for you & your team as you spread the love of Jesus in Wisconsin!! Love you!

  8. Katy,
    What a wonderful thing you are doing. You are my inspiration! Please keep sharing, we can all learn from you and your experience and journey. We need more people like you in this world.

    GOD IS GOOD

  9. Soo happy for you Katy! Keep listening to that still small (or loud)voice! It took me forever to learn what you’re learning about God’s grace for yourself! Praying as you and your team minister to a hurting world! Live you!

  10. Soo happy for you Katy! Keep listening to that still small (or loud)voice! It took me forever to learn what you’re learning about God’s grace for yourself! Praying as you and your team minister to a hurting world! Love you!

  11. That title thoughhhh! I love that the Lord has been ministering to me this truth, that “It’s okay to not be okay.” It’s no coincidence. Love you friend; I’m so happy to be learning and growing with you.

  12. Katy,
    I remember my 1st trip and the exact moment when I realized how much of the missions theory learned from TFC was not “working” in the real world. The missions field is a humbling place to be. But it is also where self-discovery blooms! Embrace it all and let the Potter mold you into what He wants you to be. Let grace abound in your strengths AND in your weaknesses! He will hold tight to your hand and lead you to the right path for your calling. Be fearless and faithful! You got this!
    Lu